Realization - Just getting started!

These days I often find myself sliding into this different kind of emotion, something that takes me to a no mans world. It has finally dawned upon me that I am far away from my family and friends and for the next one year will be missing everything I loved. This is making me remember every bit of my life!

As I kid, it wasnt hard for me.. Mum and Dad worked real hard to make sure Rashu (my sis) and I get everything we needed. They strived really hard and never let us know or think about anything apart from studies. As a kid, I started taking care of myself even without my knowledge. This was because my parents were at work the whole day. I think this was what triggered my thoughts.

What am I talking?? Phew! my thoughts are running into some other direction.. This is what happens with geminis.. We keep thinking and talking of so many things that we loose track.. So let me get back - The reason I am writing this blog after such a long time is coz I never thought I would ever feel this way.

I always thought no one's life can be perfect and if someone said so, then they were lying. But, if I look back Life has given me everything I needed. And I have learnt a lot from it. What made me realize all this?

From the time I started to learn and understand things around me, I wanted to be independent, on my own, living MY life, etc etc.. away from each and everyone I knew. I didn't know the reason but, deep down I knew that it was to do something with the fear I had.. I was scared of something! But now its all coming together! Now I know.. really know what that was!

Hope this trip is gonna make me realize more!!

Why? What? How? When? etc..

So here is something which has been running in my head for a while now..

We alwayz have the following words at the tip of our tongue when anything happens which we don't expect[or which we never want to happen]..
"Why me lord, why me??"

Why don't we use the same when we are happy/something happens and we are on Cloud #9??
(I couldn't stop myself posting question! Anywayz, this is irrelevant to the topic, but it just sprung up as alwayz..)

The word which I am interested here is "Why", 'coz it amuses me the most, helps me in almost every new thing in my life.. Similarly "What", "How" , "When", etc.. All these help us to know more about anything we refer to.. I use a lot of these in my daily conversations.. Though lot of my friends get headaches after a long conversation with me, I never stop.. ;)

But guys think again, if we start asking these open/closed end (depending on the context) questions, I guess we can all find answers to all our problems..

Alwayz remember, every big huge chunk of things (I wanted to say problems) can be broken down and solved as they would be just tiny pieces after the breakage.

For example, see if we put a whole onion (I don’t like onions but they make a good example..) into the vessel when we are cooking, first of all it will destroy the dish and how on earth can we have the whole onion at once when it is served???

All we need to do is this – Peel off all the layers and handle them one at a time..

I guess I have said enough!

Peel it off guys.. Get peeling!!! ;)